Monday, March 31, 2014

Hand-knit Hats

Back in the fall of 2012, shortly after we moved in, one of our neighbors, Glenda, invited us to her spinning and weaving guild meeting.



We all went and fell under the spell.  Watching wool being spun into yarn and then knit or woven- it's pure magic.  Our land isn't good for sheep but angora goats and rabbits- they're on the wish list.  Watch this. 




On our way home, we stopped at a local shop and bought crochet hooks and yarn.  Then Tim and Anjali wanted to try knitting.  After some research, for Christmas Tim bought several knitting looms and yarn. He and Anjali have been knitting maniacs ever since, especially in the winter months when outside work dwindles.

When Tim wore his first hat, a lady at Wal-Mart stopped him, asked if it was homemade, told him she knitted, and expressed her amazement when she learned he had made it himself.  He came home proud and pleased.  Then a second knitter stopped him at another grocery store and they swapped knitting experiences and compliments- unique, colorful, striking.


Mark's hat by Anjali, Tim's by Tim, Anjali's by Anjali


Anjali is planning on entering a hat through 4H at the county fair this summer.

Way to go, R Farm knitters!

Homegrown Easter eggs

Drum roll, please.

R Farm proudly presents
the much awaited,
long anticipated

 
EGGS!


Tah-dah!

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Living Enough

Our neighbor, Heidi, is an author of Living Enough, a blog which asks, "What is enough?"  This winter, she asked us to share our story in her A Beautiful Life series.  Many have shared with us and we are honored to have something to share.

A Beautiful Life: The Reisdorf's Story


Wednesday, March 19, 2014

The mailbox drift







To clear a path


for the faithful mail carrier

 

we kept piling higher and higher 


until ridiculous


heights were achieved!

Thank heavens it's starting to melt.
At least some days. 
When it doesn't snow.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Come-as-I-am farming

I have realized that farming is much like parenting.  As my relationship with my children has formed me so my relationship with farming- land, plants, animals, weather- forms me.  

It's a come-as-you-are process which reveals strengths and weaknesses, presenting me with a choice every day to become a kinder, wiser, more decent human being through frustration, failure, and humility.  


Monday, March 17, 2014

Reflecting on the goals from 2012-13

I haven't had the heart to look at the list of goals we wrote in 2012 before we moved in here because I knew that it would confirm the worst.  

This winter after our first year of homesteading, I've been feeling deeply discouraged.  We didn't accomplish what we'd set out to do. 
We had so far to go that what we'd done seemed like nothing.  Our chickens didn't lay eggs.  We weren't going dancing.  Our composting worms died.  Our greenhouse wasn't rated for the weight of Minnesota snow.  We weren't going on family walks.  Our plow truck died and our driveway was undriveable. 
My kefir culture died.  I hit three deer after we'd taken the insurance off my van.  The dogs we tried were an expensive bust.  Our neighbors liked their view of the landscape and the wildlife better when this property had stood vacant in short sale for three years.  We watched more Netflix than we practiced productive hobbies.  Everyone we talked to knew more than us about pretty much everything.  I never finished anything but rushed around endlessly.

It's been that kind of winter.

Strangely, while prepping for this blog, I find that we've tried or accomplished almost everything we wrote.  I've put those in color. 


Tim
  • sleep in past 2:30 a.m.
  • eat food I grow
  • 1 outside job 
  • simpler
  • more time wife and kids
  • do meaningful things

Amy
  • yoga in morning
  • family walks/bike rides regularly (3x/week walks with friends)
  • go dancing regularly
  • good variety and diverse balance

Mark (age 5 1/2)
  • play with Dad
  • ride bike more
  • play more soccer
  • ax and saw
  • sleepovers
  • bow and arrow (nerf only until 3rd grade)

Anjali (age 10 1/2)
  • woodworking
  • chickens
  • goat caramel (soon)
  • maple syrup (soon)
  • sleepovers

Also another page of lists included:
  • invite people over
  • get to know neighbors
  • people at church
  • get to know more deeply and share lives
  • meaningful chores: chicken care, check fence, walk goats (soon), milking (soon)
  • practical hobby
  • music
  • games
Topics
  • mound building
  • worms
  • maple syrup
  • guinea fowl
  • chicken coop/tractor
  • dog
  • shelters for animals
  • greenhouse
  • cutting down trees
  • plant identification
  • nut preparation
  • seed saving
  • solar cooking (I know which solar oven I want)
  • dehydration/drying
  • farmers market

Now we haven't mastered any of these really, but for 18 months of novice-hood, this is not shabby.  

I'm really glad I decided to look.  I'm encouraged that we didn't fail at everything.  I'm also inspired to plan.  

I hope that inspiration + courage + experience + respect for limits = gentler goals at a more sustainable pace for 2014.  

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Six sled winter

 Two in early winter

 Two in mid-winter

Two in late winter


So many sleds have died during 
so long a winter!

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Farming lessons from pain

Behind the scenes and between the lines lies a typically unspoken variable in my farming experience-  I live with chronic pain and significant physical limitations.  

I have post traumatic stress disorder related to childhood sexual abuse which manifests as anxiety, sleep disorders, panic attacks, digestive issues, obesity, immune problems, jaw clenching, headaches, endocrine difficulties, exhaustion, and chronic pain.  I participate regularly in counseling.  I see my chiropractor and acupuncturist on alternate Fridays.  I do yoga regularly.  I eat a special, organic, anti-inflammatory diet which is socially and financially challenging.

I have had eight surgeries in the last three and a half years- four dental, one jaw/sinus, three foot, and one hand- with a ninth scheduled for April to remove a bone spur from my other hand.  

I have an extremely rare form of headaches, hemicrania continua, in which nerves in my face turn on and stay turned on mimicking a painful, hot, swollen infection.  

I have regularly attended physical therapy for 18 of the last 24 months for help with a ripped disc in my lower back and significant tightness and pain in my Achilles tendons.  I cannot lift more than 40 pounds.  Walking uneven terrain is challenging.


Living with my difficult self has informed my farming in many significant ways.
  1. Living active and eating healthy is my inspiration to farm.
  2. "Hard times are coming" seems a very plausible scenario. 
  3. Persist and endure in adversity.
  4. Seek joy in painful circumstances.
  5. Respect limits.  Farming needs to be sustainable for the farmer, the land and the livestock.
  6. Limits are individual and particular.  Comparing doesn't help.  
  7. Beauty and danger come together.
  8. Search for a good fit.
  9. Be creative.  Don't expect that received wisdom or convention will always work best.
  10. Creating win-win situations is more satisfying than making others lose.
  11. Do not force the land as I would not be forced myself.  
  12. Healing and growth come in their own time and in unexpected ways.
  13. No one can do everything.  
  14. Ask for help.
  15. Celebrate success.
  16. Find the humor in every adventure.
  17. Cultivate happiness and simple pleasures.
  18. Embrace the personal power of doing it myself.
  19. Curiosity, awe, wonder, and learning are the best there is.
  20. Be amazed.

I am encouraged that so much good has come out of adversity. 

To those of you who struggle with pain and disabilities, I hope you find a creative path to engage in your dreams while respecting your limits. 

Courage for the adventure to us all!

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Farming books and online resources

Tim and I have researched a variety of farming topics:

  • permaculture
  • sustainable living
  • do-it-yourself
  • livestock
  • gardening
  • homesteading
  • food preservation


We've checked out hundreds of books from the library, surfed lots of websites, watched many videos, and browsed dozens of magazines and catalogs, most of which we have returned, recycled, and never visited again.  But a few are gems to which we return over and over.

Here are some top picks:

Online
"Don't reinvent the wheel," Tim says.  "Go to Permies.com.  Lots of different authors write about a lot of different subjects."



Books
  • Storey's Guide to Raising Ducks, Dave Holderread
  • Four-Season Harvest, Eliot Coleman
  • Storey's Guide to Raising Chickens, Gail Damerow
  • Personal Milkers: A Guide to Nigerian Dwarf Goat Keeping, Patricia G. Stewart
  • Hunt, Gather, Cook: Finding the Forgotten Feast, Hank Shaw
  • Sepp Holzer's Permaculture, Sepp Holzer
  • Greenhorns: The Next Generation of American Farmers, Zoe Ida Bradbury
  • Guinea Fowl, Van Hoesen-Stromberg
  • Gardening with Guineas, Jeannette S. Ferguson
  • Gaia's Garden: Guide to Home-Scale Permaculture, Toby Hemenway
  • Seed to Seed: Seed Saving and Growing Techniques for Vegetable Gardeners, Suzanne Ashworth 
  • The Resilient Gardener: Food Production and Self-Reliance in Uncertain Times, Carol Deppe
  • Minnesota Bounty: The Farmer's Market Cookbook, Beth Dooley
  • Root Cellaring: Natural Cold Storage of Fruits and Vegetables, Mike Bubel
  • Preserving the Summer's Bounty: A Quick and Easy Guide to Freezing, Canning, Preserving, and Drying What You Grow, Rodale Food Center, Susan McClure
  • The Accessible Pet, Equine, and Livestock Herbal: Choosing Abundant Wellness for Your Creatures, Katherine A Drovdahl, MH
  • Recipes from the Root Cellar: 270 Fresh Ways to Enjoy Winter Vegetables, Andrea Chesman
  • Preserve It! Brown, Lynda
  • Pickled Pantry, Andrea Chesman
  • Farmacology: What Innovative Family Farming Can Teach Us About Health and Healing, Daphne Miller, MD


Catalogs


Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Chainsaw Parties 2013, a year ago this week



  Tim, Gus, Dave, and Alicia

Hello, all!
You and your families are invited to:

Chainsaw Parties
March 9 and March 16, 2013
10 am- 3 pm
Come help us cut down and de-limb trees in preparation for our new orchard.
Once the last dozen trees are down, we'll be moving logs into place.

If you have a chainsaw, pulleys, heavy duty rope/cable, and other tools for pulling, limbing, or cutting- bring them!



 

This was the humble invitation I sent out wondering, "If a tree doesn't fall because a chainsaw party is thrown and no one comes..."



But people came.  Chainsawing is addictive.  Can't stop with just one.  People who have a chainsaw quickly cut down everything chainsaw-able of their own and are delighted to be invited on a warm March day to come and chainsaw some more.


This was us a year ago today.  
Here's the orchard today.  You can see the downed trees lying perpendicular to the slope in the foreground.


Monday, March 10, 2014

Farming games


Tim discovered European style games a number of years back, introduced them to our family, and now we play regularly.

Several of have settler/farmer themes- Puerto Rico, Settlers of Catan, and Agricola


 

Although we first played them exclusively for enjoyment, Agricola especially is applicable to our experience of farming.





So, if you like thinking games and are curious about the balancing act and trade-offs involved in farming, give Agricola a try.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

stories

I love stories.  I read, listen to, and watch tons of them.  Fiction, non-fiction, autobiographical, historical, science fiction, mystery, on CD, live and in-person, on YouTube video, hardbound, paperback- love 'em.

Lots of different stories of lots of different kinds have informed our journey. 

Hope you're inspired in your story!
Enjoy.

Transition to creative sustainable farming

Hunter-gatherer life before agriculture
  • The Clan of the Cavebear, Earth's Children series, Jean M. Auel

American pioneers and homesteaders

  • Dr Quinn, Medicine Woman tv show, kids and I watched, especially early episodes of her transition from Boston to rural life
  • Little House on the Prairie series, Laura Ingalls Wilder, kids and I listened to CD's in van, best homesteading books from kids perspective I've found
  • Anne of Green Gables series, Lucy Maud Montgomery, CD's in van, best rural community books from kids perspective I've found

Moderns who lose technology and recreate a low-tech society
  • There Will Be Dragons, The Council Wars series, John Ringo
  • 1632, Ring of Fire series, Eric Flint

Practicing farmers who share their stories

Other non-story resources



Saturday, March 8, 2014

fundamental nature

What do I do when my fundamental nature has taken me as far as it's going to go?

Try something completely contrary to my nature.

The question came two years ago in my kitchen in Minneapolis.
Here I am.





Thursday, March 6, 2014

Homesteading 2012-2013- Looking back

I've been playing chicken with myself about this blog for months.  Approach-avoid.  Approach-avoid.

Overwhelmed.  Exhausted.  Embarrassed.  
Those are the feelings at the top of my queue about last year right now.
I burned through my enthusiasm sometime in the fall and it hasn't re-sprouted yet.

How can I possibly sum up the learning of a year of preparing to homestead in 2012 and our first year of homesteading in 2013?  
Do I have the heart-strength to remember?  
Do I want to look? 

This morning I do, at least enough to put the title out there and consider what I'd like to write about. 

  • A year ago this month
  • What worked, what didn't work, and what we can do to make it better this year
  • What were our goals, what actually happened, and what are we aiming at now

Maybe if I take time to remember, I can laugh and feel some pride in where we've come from instead of only frustration in how far we have to go.

Maybe if I learn from the burn-out, I can pick a more sustainable pace for creating a sustainable life.

Maybe.

Hey, stranger things have happened- sledding with chickens, deer wars, and sweet broccoli, for example.

And I was granted the adventure to be there when they did.

Alright, strap yourselves in.
Let's take a look.



Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Gorgeous

Our front yard

After a foot of snow




The driveway









Photos by Anjali

Monday, March 3, 2014

Too polar to bear

Title credits to Anjali.  Nice one!

We've had 6 snow days this year.

When I was a kid, not only did I walk 10 miles to school barefoot and uphill both ways, but I got one snow day per year if I was lucky.  Maybe I got 2 once in my life.

But, six?!?  We're going a little stir crazy. 

Here's what we've been doing to keep from losing it altogether.







Mark invented this sport by sledding down our unplowed driveway with my favorite rooster Regal on the first day it was 25 degrees below zero.  It was such a hit (with Mark anyway) that he now takes the chickens sledding regularly, at least the ones he can catch.  Anjali's even gotten into the act.






I'm pleased to say that no chickens and no kids have been injured in the making of these videos.



"Whooo-whooo!  It's like the log chute ride for chickens!"
-Mark, age 7

Mark and Regal, first chicken sledding run